#Voice 3
TransitstationCurated by Dagmar I. Glausnitzer - Smith and Charles Ryder
(Where Do I come from? Where do I belong? Where I am going?)
Audio Voice of myself
a Poem narrating the State
I arrived somewhere near me
Where I am
Where I am
Where I am
Lost in the crowd
I …I …..I
Slowly Arriving To myself…
Grasping the self
Breathing Deep …
Lost in the crowd
Slowly…., Slowly… I am arriving to myself
Seen Not Seen
The Play of Light and Dark
The play of Hide and Seek
I am arriving
I am arriving somewhere near me
Light and Dark
I love seeing myself
Love the non-presence
Criss Cross Lines of Infinity
Trying to reach trying to reach
Lines of Infinity
The infinite Space is it inside our mind? or it is outside in the space?
If it is infinite and it needs to expand, can it expand within?
I am arriving somewhere near me
Sometimes I whisper like a child and laugh at myself….
I am Alone within the crowd
The infinite Existence around me is like small light of the city
The Spark of the city
Sometimes it sparks less
I am Lost again I am lost again
Sometimes I am playful seeking Happiness within..
And sometime ….. Sometimes
Silent
Sometimes Like Baby, I cry
I arrived somewhere near me….
I arrived! Arrived I arrived ….
This performance was about a fragment of Self – Decoding myself in Parts –this work was done with a fragment of self-recorded transmission of self when I visited an art exhibition in London where light-based works were exhibited documenting fragmented self my presence in that particular time. I do it again and again in a different spot as if seeing a different version of myself. Keeping this as a base I introspected on my own identity and existential question and to know ‘true self’ or to question on this fragmented ‘illusion’ or ‘Maya’.
5th September 2021